I kept it together, through the worst and the better, I tried to play pretend that I fit in, but the taste is so bitter. Difference has a "how-to-use", that once I knew, I could abuse, I can always find another you, I see no value in you. Expectations are reflections, when you lack the motivation, to face yourself for who you are, no one can outshine a star. I could always find another you, I see no value in you. For every thing you told me, for every time you sold me, For every fight I fought, I thought I lost, but I'm still standing. For every lie you sold me, for every time you bored me, For every fight I fought, I never lost, begin to engage.

I'll tear my face off for the taste of what's following. Watch me change, every cell of me into a memory. What will become of me? Full transparency! What will be left of me? Take one belief, two if you need, but it won't coming. In every dream, I hid a scream, you're not afraid, but you should be. I took my time with this design, back and forth I've had enough. What's done is done, I'm sure it's fine. Lock and loaded (start). It's getting harder every year, to stay sincere, to be. The person that I thought I'd be, the person I was meant to be. Look up to, dragged down to. I've come to hate my home. Rise up to, dragged down to, I've grown to don't belong. I've come to hate my own. I've come to hate my home. I've grown to don't belong. I've come to hate my home, and I don't belong among those that I called my own. What do you want from me? I've broken everything that I could ever be. What more can you take from me? There's nothing left inside of me. I'm ignoring the calling, cause I don't fit in with the story. I won't fight or die for praise and glory. You're all just doin' it for yourself, you don't give a fuck for no one else. You brought a fist fight to a gun fight, why try to stop it? When the future dies tonight. You're all just doin' it for yourself, you don't give a fuck, don't give a. Now take me back before all this begun. I'm losing every chance I ever had to become someone. Someone that I can stand. Someone I understand. I wish that could load the sun into this gun, and kill everyone.

Everybody falls in line, dressing up the truth with lies. Can't redefine what we call life. Set the world on fire, tonight! What do you want? What do you need? Who gives a fuck, I'm only running on luck. I think I've never been so dead inside. I never, I never, I never, I never. And I don't think I ever felt so alive. I never, I never, I never. With every day it's the same, cause every day is to blame, and no matter what I do there will always be a another day. That's just another chance to say, I hate you more than yesterday. Bitch out of luck, I don't give a fuck, how can I feel when I don't have a heart? Last night I took it apart. So fuck this, there's nothing I can do, if you only knew just what I knew. You wouldn't care just like I do. You wouldn't care. And fuck life, as if that's something new, if you only knew just what I knew. You wouldn't care just like I do. You wouldn't care. Fuck life as if that's something new, if you only knew just what I knew, you wouldn't care just like I do. I know I've tried to relate, fake smiles, and imitate, but then I count to ten, and in the end, I hate myself. And I think I'd rather just hate you instead. Now rewind, listen why I told you one too many times. Fuck with me and I'll eat you alive. So fuck this, there's nothing I can do, if you only knew just what I knew. You wouldn't care just like I do. You wouldn't care. And then I realized. There's nothing left alive inside. Crash into non-existence, I show no signs of resistance. Oh, sweet ambivalence, why be so prominent? The echoes in the distance, die so I'd embrace this sickness. Oh sweet ambivalence, why be so prominent?

Stop the infestation going through the nation, it's like a glorification of demoralization. Not one person to trust, on the edge, run. What the hell have you done you scum. Overpopulating, selling, bodies cause you need forgetting, all about your failings, why try when could be pretending? I tore out my own heart, calling that art. I knew it had to be done. Maybe I'm crazy, or maybe I am the only, one who sees all the wrong, going on, am I strong, enough to go on, and don't belong. Headstrong, no heart, life goes on. The fuck is this? The fuck is up with all this shit? Why doesn't something matter? Observe the human factor. Seems only vain remains, You're all to blame, you're all the same. Nothing can justify, and nothing can come to mind, no sense can help me understand. Everything, everyone, fit you in a single song. Fuck all that you've become. Nothing can justify, and nothing can come to mind, no sense can help me understand. Everything, everyone, Fuck all that you've become, scum. By now I've come to terms that protofuture has begun. Armed with a loaded gun, I'll have some fun when tomorrow comes. I try to remember, but that won't make it better, I have to face facts, know that, I turned into, a violent creation, that's a manifestation, of all the shit you do. A world that has no morals left just a copy of a copy of a lesser man. Why live when every value's dead? Why don't you take your own life instead. The fuck is this? The fuck is up with all this. The fuck is this? The fuck is up with all this shit? The fuck is this? What the fuck is up with this, man the fuck up. Don't have the need the to fit in or change, I refrain, from the vain, cause it ain't my game. Right now I, will step away, and I wait, and I wait, soon I'll have my day. Calm down, there's no one else around, I killed everyone in town. I know I scare you, that's what I meant to do. Calm down, don't ask me why and how. Won't make a difference anyhow. I know I scare you, cause my nature's so destructible. I know I scare you, that's exactly what I meant to do. Everything you used, you touched, I burned, I cut, I hope to God, You'll suffer just as much, you have to. Virtue's dead, and I can see right through you. Everything you used, you touched, I burned, I cut, I hope to God! Words will bore me, they'll annoy me, I don't have to write this story. When no one's left alive to hurt, I will never say a word. Goddamn it. Just got personal. The future's unfolding, while the past is dissolving, you should've reached for the stars, cause only they are remaining. Time won't stop, and won't reset. So go and take your own life instead.

Instrumental.

Bitch I was... 1, 2, 3, GO! What you wanted what you got, bitch I was broken from the start. There's nothing left of me to love, I've got a black hole for a heart. What you wanted what you got. Don't really care who you are. I've got a black hole for a heart. Take a moment to process, I'll take this moment to confess. Or just take it all and don't look back, I do enjoy to see you undress. I'd rather choke on loneliness, I do confess. And I'm aware that I'm a mess. You're a fucking mess, mate. I love the fact that I'm a mess, and dress my sense in pure distress. But in contrast I represent, everything that doesn't make sense. Let's dress in lies and glamour, and drink ourselves to better. Because I think too much, when I'm sober. Every goddamn year's alive, with all that hate through overdrive. I guess I just needed some time to realize that everything is dead inside. Die! What you wanted, what you got. There's nothing left of me to love. Pain x3 Can't kill what's not alive. Pain x2 There's nothing left of me to love. Pain x3 Can't kill what's not alive. Pain x2 I've got a black hole for a heart. A wish, a hope. A dream a joke. This can't be everything I can do. A lie, a hoax, I never knew, That this is everything I do. They say you fight to stay alive, then why do I kill and justify? You've never been inside my mind, you'll never see through these two eyes. Each life I've taken out with pride, that joy I get to see them die. Or maybe this is all a lie, a dream, a hoax, then what am I? A dream, a hoax, then what? Don't want the life they're forcing on me, I need to be, achieve, all that I could ever be. Can't get emotion, from someone broken. Down on your knees. Suck suck choke! Suck suck die! Suck suck choke! Suck and choke until you die. Suck suck choke! Suck suck die! Suck suck choke! Suck and choke until you fucking die.

I find it best to let go, I feel my best when hollow. Hurt everyone I know, I just don't care if nothing follows. Each night I feel I'm going cheap, and I loose track of what I need. I guess this night is on repeat. How do I break away from me? Each night I go from cheap to free, each time loose track of what I need. I guess this night is on repeat. How do I break away from? Take a short rest, take a deep breath, feeling so stressed. Every time I face the world I feel I'm being tested, I press my head, intense, and do my best, to dispense the nonsense. Hence, my stance, defensive and violent. Can't help but detest, to balance out the madness. I'm not the same, I always change. I'm never what I portray. They say what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger, and if that's so, I'm fucking unstoppable. But I gotta rearrange my body parts, so you could never see my scars. Sometimes I take some time for me, and listen to the words I speak. And I always seem to have the need, to try and fix what broke. But I cannot find, always go blind, I'm guessing in time, I'll find a way to pay no mind. I guess I'm stuck this way. Whatever broke in me. I write, custom guidelines, on how to get by, I think I'm alright. Whatever broke in me. Whatever thing broke inside of me, has made into the man you see. Anger building up inside, no longer can I try to hide. Every face's an enemy, I'll kill you before you kill me. Don't think you understand a thing, I'm incomprehensive. Don't say you feel the way I feel. Cause I can't feel anything. Don't think you understand a thing, I'm incomprehensive. Don't say you feel the way I feel. Cause I can't feel a goddamn thing.

In all honesty, fuck what you said to me. And all probity, fuck what you meant. Arms wide open, truth by emotion. Fuck, I'm going straight for the artery. In all sincerity, fuck what you think of me. I'm not a part of your industry. Despise, these eyes, they see right through your disguise. Words written, words then spoken, in a world overcrowded all words are worthless. Words precious, words so useless, fuck the truth, this world is brain-dead. All that you meant to me, now resonates with irony. All your impurity, made me be the enemy. Destroyer. Advance to what I needed to be. Destroyer. Advance to an. In all honesty, fuck what you said to me. And all probity, Fuck what you meant. Arms wide open, truth by emotion. Fuck, I'm going straight for the artery. In all sincerity, fuck what you said to me. I'm not a part of your industry. Despise, these eyes. they see right through your disguise. Words written, words then spoken, in a world overcrowded all words are worthless. Words precious, words so useless, fuck the truth, this world is brain-dead. Dear sanity. Fuck your instability. All hopes and dreams. Fade to true eternity. Dear sanity (one year with fear unclear). Fuck your instability (that year is worthless). All hopes and all the shattered dreams. All will fade. Destroyer. Destroyer. Advance to what I needed to be. Destroyer. Destroyer. Advance to an enemy. The enemy. Advance to an enemy.

First chapter, a second life, each night exposed to neon light. With every drink I try to maximize the damage that it does inside. Cut cuts me like a knife. I strive, to fix that broken life, restore all that was mine. I failed to keep myself alive. Now a sun that used to shine so bright, will only blind these blood-shot eyes. A new injection, that promises perfection, another false salvation. Can you handle the humiliation? We're hollow, with all the shit we swallow, we'll crash into tomorrow. False state of security. A new creation, sets it's destination, at full acceleration, perfect design of imperfection. No one stands to fight, no one questions why. Head-first into destruction. Are you my enemy or are you just a part of me? Why did I fall asleep, and woke up in the wrong reality. Breathe in, breathe out, this doesn't feel right. Blend in, stand out, this is the wrong life. Breathe in, breathe out, this never felt right. Blend in, stand out, this is the wrong. Sometimes, I think I'm losing my mind, this can't be right, I don't fit in with this life. Sometimes, it's like I'm choking from lies, cut cuts me like a knife. Enjoy it as it falls apart. Enjoy it as it falls. You're so predictable, you stand for nothing, yet nothing is more than you will ever be. You don't seem to mind, cause you're unable to see, That this is the wrong reality. Sometimes, it seems the harder I try, the more I fail to fit in with this life. Sometimes, I feel so empty inside, in time it starts to feel alright. Or maybe this is not our life. Or maybe this is not our life. Or maybe this is not our life but a goddamn lie.

Stand still and look around, holding back from breaking down. I hope to find some sense in this used up town. But sense is gone, and I find myself staring into neon lights, are shining bright, and tell me secrets every night. I must adjust, rebuild my thoughts, and face the person that I was. So I restart, I've had enough, my God, what happened to? All of us, Is this really truly who we are? What happened? I cannot see a single star, How did we ever got this far? We built this world to tear it apart. Don you believe in me? Did you forget about honesty? I'll try to hurt you more today. I hate you. So you'll remember, to stay away. Now see the cost, of what we lost, and learn that. We fell apart, at the very start, we build this. I'll make an effort and find some comfort when I watch it all burn down. So dance like an idiot, dance to oblivion, let's dance through Armageddon. So dance like an idiot, start to depreciate. We built this fucking world, to burn it all down.